So to up date you on whats been going on.
Ive been a very busy bee trying out new ways to be in the world, teaching my warriors to do something different if they want something different and taking my own advice, my Warrior’s journey program is on day five and I am loving it. taking part in it and learning so much for myself.
I have always believed that if you are going to ask somebody to do something then you must be prepared to do it yourself.
So here is me jumping right in head first, learning about how we create our world, bringing together the form and the formless. And bringing it back to me!
There are two sentences floating around in my head, ‘ask and you shall receive,’ and ‘seek and you will find’. So thats what I have decided to do, more conscious asking and more conscious looking.
Making sense of the form and the formless was a huge stumbling block for me, as I became aware of my spiritual nature through three simple spiritual principles, I found myself confused about what I ‘should’ be doing and what I ‘should’ be leaving to God, the universe, inspired action??
So here I am looking to play the game of creation, to create something of value in the world, whilst making sense of the nature of the universe, I am having great fun so far, but have to confess to lots of scared thinking!
First off Ive decided that for my mission to succeed (just in case you’ve forgotten what my mission is, I am going to change the way the world views relationships). Anyway as I was saying, for this mission to succeed I need to become more visible, so I have updated my face book page and invited all my friends to like it, I have posted a status about what I do and will be sharing it far and wide. that feels scary to me, what if people don’t like what I stand for?? eekkk Well I can have the thinking but I don’t need to let it stop me taking the action, so its done. (if you haven’t seen my face book page yet here is a link )
As for my plan to reach a million people in the next year, I have to confess to having lots of thinking about that too, thinking that could easily get in the way of carrying out this plan, so far that has made progress on what I am doing slow, but I am determined not to fall into the trap of listening to the stories my thinking is having a great time making up, although some of them are very good! Ive asked people what they would do if they had a million pounds to spend to make a positive difference in the world. I have decided that I am going to ask a million people to donate £1 each, to a very good cause, something that would create real value in the world. This way I will know that if I have a million pounds then I have reached a million people.Its scaring me, but making me determined to do it, Its really interesting seeing how these things bring up a lot of thinking.
Ive also become aware how small our capacity to change on our own steam is. If I don’t surround myself with people who believe in me and what I am doing then, its far too easy to tell a great story, and fool yourself that its true, then stop going for your dreams.
The Warrior in me knows that courage is not the absence of fear, but the awareness that something else is more important.